kevybaby

Ahoy there matey!! Welcome to the crew - Captain Kevybaby, at your service. You email these fine mistresses at booking and you schedule a session with one or more of them. They can give you more details when you do. Ya'd best be takin' my warning though, lad, ta walk the gangplank is a daaangerous business, and you'd best be havin' your wits about yeh. But if ya DO decide to walk the plank and ya MAKE it out alive - well, there's a buried treasure there that'll last ya the rest ah your life. Arrrrrrrr!

Did you have a heart attack at a domme

I don't like them at all

The pain stuff tends to be enjoyable when thinking about it later but not during the moment (obviously). Versus watching porn where everything is enjoyable for you right now because you're masturbating while watching some other guy get ballbusted or whatever. But the memories are better than porn, that's for sure. I basically cured a porn addiction (not completely but still) by sessioning a bunch because the memories were my new porn but I'm in it so it's not hard to self-insert so yeah the pain stuff in general is definitely more painful than hot in the moment but that can be well worth it later

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HAHAHAHAHAHA HOLY SHIT

No but just the ones you posted here are amazing

Fuck I love these

Sounds like a fun game. My first session sucked. It was entirely my fault; I was waaay too closed off to the whole experience. But definitely it was by far my worst/least memorable session. Only thing I really got out of it was the physical act of trying different activities for the first time, which I guess isn't nothing, and again it was my fault being way too closed off. Took me until session 6 to really let myself fall into it in that and in future sessions in a way that was much more worth doing.

I googled those dommes and they all look great... how did you/do you search for dommes? I've always just used google and it's been pretty meh besides Fortress and some dommes that are in like LA and nowhere near me (like Cybill Troy and some other dommes around her or the AmericanMeanGirls honestly). I guess also Domina Renee in NYC looks good. But anyway - as a veteran - do you just google or how do you search personally?

Hey I can do it for free in chastity and a bodystocking if you need

For upside-down blow-bangs or wtf why

Oh wow that can take hoouuurs. I just bought and assembled an inversion table like 2 weeks ago and it legit took me probably 4 hours to assemble it. But now I can invert, like Dracula.

That was funny and also thank you for making better decisions for me by heavily censoring me.

Bronn won

One time at my older sister's birthday party at our house when she was turning like 15 maybe and I was like 11 or 12, her hottest friend who was a cheerleader and just really hot was there. Anyway I was riding a bike around the yards just kind of being a dick and trying to annoy them I guess, eventually they were chasing me and this girl (the cheerleader) pushed me off the bike onto the ground and pinned my wrists down and I could not break free even a little bit and then my sister and her other friends were all also standing over me and laughing and my older sister is a bitch and that's all good we have a good relationship now but anyway this hot cheerleader girl was laughing in my face and she even went "You're so weak" at one point and I don't think I've ever been that frustrated in my life. Then eventually she let me up. I think they maybe tickled me too but idr. So that's just like a very general femdom type memory I guess. And then if we're gonna get serious yeah the domineering/controlling type mother for sure, almost all of my memories of her are her putting me in "time-outs" or being locked in my room, although I also have 2 memories of her seeming genuinely really happy playing with me and she was/is a good mother. And then for cuckolding type memories, the first girl I ever liked dated one of my best friends. And then the second girl I ever liked (and first one I ever really, really liked) I asked to senior prom in high school (I was still a virgin and all that too) and she went with me but then at our friend groups' prom house she fucked my best friend while I was on shrooms for the first (and last) time so cuckolding stuff from that maybe. And then other various pains that you can fetishize and all that I guess. I feel good though I don't want that to read as looking for pity because I like my fetishes and I wish I had waaaay more. Also when I feel good the thing I most sexy to think about IS just normal sex and not abstractions of it so I don't actually think I'm messed up psychologically at all.

I started tying myself up tight with twine a lot in the bathroom when I was like 14ish I think. Not sure if it was before or after I'd ever seen porn though because I saw porn really late. But twine isn't good to tie yourself up with because it cuts you a lot. I don't really have a bondage fetish though I don't think because bondage is something I've enjoyed around the same amount as most other things I've done at Fortress and not way way more

Much love to Doughboy

Thanks man you're the best and you know that

So in my first reply to this topic I said that people should try to get themselves together outside of sessioning before they session and now I'm going to do a complete 180 on that view and say that now I think that you should just session whenever because submission is about letting go of order and allowing chaos to envelop you so let go and just session and give in for a bit and stop trying to exert control on yourself/your environment for a bit and just be as you are at the moment and this is my new answer, although I still like my first answer too. -Kevybaby Master of Run-On Sentences

I tried watching the first episode and I couldn't watch more than like 5 minutes because I really fucking hated it. I don't think it's bad and my objection to it isn't anything to do with it's lacking realism (it's largely a comedy or maybe a dramedy - I get that the bdsm elements of the shoe are being used to get laughs and/or further the plot - it's not a documentary on bdsm or trying to be a realistic portrayal of it and that's fine with me). I just felt like, when watching it, that the kind of people that enjoy this show I would fucking hate if I ever met them. So on that principle, I had to stop watching. But it didn't seem like a bad show, so give it a shot. But if you do watch the show, know that I hate you. But it seems like it might be a good show and maybe you'd like it. But if you do like, I hate you to the deepest parts of your soul.

Probably just to take care of your health (even though everyone does this the best they can probably). I'm losing my fucking mind right now because I haven't sessioned for over half a year at this point but I'm doing it for a reason because I think I'm (and a doctor who's treating me) are close to figuring out/possibly have figured out and just need to treat (this next week possibly) a hip problem that I've had for like 7 years. And it's made me miserable but also it attracts me to femdom as a self destructive/self hatred ritualistic thing, and not the blissful experience that it's supposed to be. Anyway too personal but my advice is approach femdom from a desire to submit to something beautiful and not from a desire to further self hatred, if at all possible. I think there's a lot of crossover unfortunately between incel-types who just are full of hate (self or other or both) and people who want genuine bdsm experiences. And so don't session until you're approaching it from as healthy a place as possible (physical or mental health or whatever). That's my advice but also I'm VERY stupid so don't listen to me.

Well what's interesting about me is that I have the chest of someone who looks like they took a tumble in a Russian prison and came out on top