JustAGuy

Happy Thanksgiving all! I am thankful for my health and the Fortress!

I have a feeling both of these cops are bad cops/mean sisters!

Last weekend I got the opportunity to be used as a guinea pig as Mistress Von Dietz helped to train new Fortress Mistress Angel Feng, and it was quite the experience! To begin with, MVD and MAF entered the room as I was still laying out some toys I had brought and caught me before I could be in a proper position, kneeling facing the door and ready to serve. I apologized profusely but I knew I would be made to pay. Mistress Angel Fang (MAF) was wearing a beautiful white lacy outfit while Mistress Von Dietz (MVD) was wearing shiny black, so it was really like an angel and a devil were teaming up on me! Because I had requested a specific type of sissy humiliation, the first step was to subject me to the proper cleaning procedures. MVD supervised as this was MAF's first time with this activity. When I was clean enough not to offend the Mistresses, I was dressed up with piggy ears, a piggy snout, and piggy paws. I had to crawl around the room and was forbidden to speak, and instead made to oink. MVD has played this game before, but it was new to MAF who really enjoyed making me oink as loudly as possible. She wanted to hear a piggy in a state of total panic! I was also forced to try and lick both Mistress' boots, which was extremely difficult for me as the piggy nose kept getting in the way! But this was not accepted as an excuse and it was decided my boot worship was lazy and substandard. As a result, I faced more punishment. As part of the preparation for some emasculating sissy play I had requested, I was now put through some yoga poses, as well as assisted with some sadistic instruments, to make sure I was stretched and ready. The yoga turned into "piggy yoga" as I was forced to do Down Dog (which became Down Piggy) as well as Cat Lift and Cat Arch (which was naturally Piggy Lift and Piggy Arch). At the end, I was ready to wear a piggy tail for my Mistresses. To make sure the tail was secure, MAF started spanking my ass. And this led to a fun training memory where MVD broke in and explained verbally where to hit me with the minimum chance of causing actual injury while maximizing my pain. MVD then demonstrated and hit me harder, with more stinging, than MAF already had! You can count on the Fortress to train Goddesses to maximize safety, and subbie suffering, at the same time. MAF turns out to be interested in wax play, which is part of a list of activities I provided the Fortress as play I was not specifically requesting but also did not consider a hard limit. (As an aside to any subbie reading, I strongly suggest you try and avoid requesting so many activities that your Mistress can't provide input without skipping your requests, and if you have hard limits you should make them clear. They really appreciate that!) I had not done wax play at the Fortress for some time, and it was cool to experience it because it was a Mistress' interest and not part of something I scripted out. I remember MAF was on my left side, applying wax up and down my left leg and belly, while MVD was applying wax on the right. It was sort of amusing and dehumanizing to lie there helpless as the two Mistresses chatted about the candles they were using, and comparing the burn-rate and smell to another set of candles they had used before (for the record, I was tortured with candles that didn't smell as good but lasted longer). As often happens when you give candles to beautiful, sexual sadists who still have the spirit of a little girl in their hearts, various words and initials were written on my body in wax. I couldn't see but I think my body said stuff like "PIG," "FENG," "MVD," etc. As it turns out, MAF is a big fan of the pain from applying wax, while MVD was a big fan of the pain from REMOVING wax. On my left side, MAF was using a sort of scraping tool and trying to remove wax as smoothly and cleanly as possible, while MVD was laughing as she just ripped chunks of hair off of my legs! I had booked to see MAF and MVD together, but also added a little time at the end with MVD solo. By the way, before she left we chatted a bit about how she is getting into the swing of things at the Fortress. At the time of the session they were planning photo shoots for her Player Page, and she was excited about wearing a kinky cheerleader costume. I hope you subs are ready to live out those fantasies of the cutest girl in school bending you to her will! One on one time with MVD was very special, as I have seen her (all too infrequently) for years now. I actually had a training session with her and the Headmistress when she was new to the Fortress! But this was the first time I'd ever seen her one-on-one. MVD is stunning, there's no other way to put it. But in the solo session it really hit me that MVD is like the classic blonde bombshell Domina. She's like a Domina from hand-drawn Femdom porn from the old days. Like when you find illustrations for "Venus in Furs," or movie poster art from the old kinky exploitation films like "Ilsa the Tigress of Siberia." Just classic, voluptuous blonde Bitch-Goddess from Hell stuff. Maybe I shouldn't say that but I THINK she knows I mean it as a compliment! She's also super playful with subs (though I don't doubt for a minute she can be cold and silent if that's the energy desired in the scene). As an example of MVD being playful, she pulled off her bra and panties (maintaining her super sexy boots and corset) to watch my meager manhood squirm in its cage. Then, without warning, she started tickling me! This, actually, is something I ALMOST have written down as a hard limit before, because I have zero resistance to it and if I am not in restraints I am afraid I may involuntarily lash out at a Mistress. But the small number of Mistresses who have done it to me have always had a blast...it is precisely because I melt so quickly and completely that they enjoy it. As the tickling continued, MVD decided to slap me once or twice across the face. But then somehow, possibly because I was flailing my arms around trying to protect myself from the tickling, she hit upon the idea of making me slap myself in the face! At first, she guided my hands, but eventually she just ordered me to slap myself in the face, hard. When I started doing it rapidly, she started laughing devilishly and ordered me to count...and then decided she wanted me to slap myself 100 times! What else could I do? I started alternating cheeks, 50 slaps to each one, so at least the redness would be spread! Next, MVD hovered over me while I was on my back, and I remember feeling really warm and good because I could tell she'd been enjoying the session and was pleased at how I'd tolerated various disciplines to train MAF. I was struggling a bit to chat with her intelligently as my mind was slipping into sub-space. I distinctly remember losing the fight as I lamely mumbled something like "Do you like hurting me, Mistress?" (which is the kind of thing I say when I'm almost in a submissive trance and desperate for verbal confirmation that my Mistress is pleased). She laughed and said "no I hate it" while poking me with her fingernails again! I also remember when she was leaning over me, smiling, just having a fun and relaxing time hurting me, that I begged her, desperately, to please spit in my mouth. To sum up, I had an incredible time with two incredible ladies. Any subbies reading should do themselves a favor and make plans to serve today!

Damn, we lost one of the greats. She always made me laugh and feel kinda funny!

I had some very intense sessions with a Fortress Mistress in a therapist role, although they were not actually amongst her favorites. In it, she was my therapist observing as I was dominated by other Mistresses, and at the end we had a solo session. But she got bored being forced to watch and not participate in the lead-up! A major theme in my fantasy life, which was part of a fictional story I was posting on the forum in the past, is the idea of a Mistress using hypnotism to plant submissive desires in a man. My favorite fantasies often involve being at a Domme's knees, kissing her boots and begging for her to take me with a strap-on but not knowing why. And she'll laugh and ask me what's wrong with me...or tell me that she'll only do it if I promise to be her obedient slave afterwards...or warning me that whatever I think it will be like she will be merciless and make it painful...etc. And when I'm bent over and taking it, she explains that the reason I wanted her peg is because she hypnotized me and planted the suggestion in my mind!

Wow, is that a Sega Master System she's playing? I almost asked for one for Christmas instead of a Nintendo, what a mistake that would have been! Is there anything else I was supposed to notice in this picture?

Wonderful news! For anyone who never had the opportunity, Mistress Eva Koi is amazing! She's like a beautiful pixie who will cast a spell on you and make you helpless!

I feel like I can see two faces in the green...like someone caressing the central figure, who doesn't seem that enamored with it. I'm jealous now, you have other piggie subs!

Hmm...the first thing that pops to mind is something from a session earlier this year. It involved multiple Mistresses and "piggy play." I had brought in several dildos, so the Mistresses laid out a mat and placed a bunch of dildos out spaced apart from each other. I had to crawl, wearing piggy mitts and a piggy tail, around the room. I had to crawl between dildos, making multiple laps around the obstacle course without knocking anything over. Without my glasses it was really hard to see. I was not rushed, as the Mistresses were really enjoying watching me stress over each new challenge and try to slowly work through nudging dildos but not knocking them over. If I knocked anything over, I had to stand it back up using my piggy mitts and piggy snout. I think I will always remember this because it ended up being my last session with a Mistress that had become very special. I remember her saying, "What's he going to do now?" to one of the other Mistresses, and laughing really hard when I knocked one over and oinked in frustration. She had a very sweet voice but because she was talking to another Mistress, I got to hear it without being humanized by her addressing me directly.

I discovered the Fortress almost exactly 10 years ago, which makes this an easy question. My kink life before then was mostly about shame (the bad kind of shame, not the good kind!) Ask me again in five years and it will be different, because I'll have to contrast my early Fortress experience with my more recent experience.

I felt a little guilty for not volunteering to help with practice, but looking at this picture and THAT BOX, I don't think I could have held up as well as philosophicalsub! Congrats!

Heh...I remember coming to see HMK only a few weeks after a major surgery. I knew I had to be physically careful but I felt like celebrating being alive and I made sure she understood my physical situation. She ****ed me, but with expert care. When it was done, she said "I'm not going to break you...this time." Jessy at her sweetest!

I can't say I have ever been. I remember visiting their website when I was in college, back when fetish sites on the web were sort of in their infancy. O.W.K. and the old Cruella site from the U.K., which was about a fictional place but treated it like it was real, really expanded my fantasy life. Like you said, there was a lot of exhibitionist flavor because they had so many outdoor shots of Dommes with subs in public spaces.

I wonder if for a stripper, requests like that add a little variety? Like if you are a chef making hamburgers all day, maybe it's nice to make a chicken salad sometimes? I saw a documentary on sex workers in Las Vegas once where one of them said her favorite thing was when clients wanted to be dominated...made to crawl on their hands and knees, kiss her feet, etc. It was pretty clear they ended up at the same place but she liked playing Domme. She didn't mention anything like pain play.

Happy Birthday! Happy Thread Bump! Another year of Jessy messing up subbies!

That's a hot fantasy but too extreme for real sessions. Marinara-play is a hard limit for me.