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Hey CO ... thanks for the rescue of that one little girl ... good karma for your next go-round.

You would've enjoyed an old squirrel buddy of mine named "Lefty", who lived in a huge oak tree in my neighbors back yard a couple of seasons ago.. he only had one small hand for patting (the left one of course) but he was clever. (so clever, ..now that i think of it, .. he was probably a she). I would wave at her (?) from my second floor deck to get her attention, and then throw her shelled walnuts. Before long she would hear the screen door sliding open and run to her favorite hiding spot to avoid the competition of her faster, 4 legged pals.

Your simple pleasures speak volumes... reading,walking, appreciating your world, returning to your cozy nest ... some aimless wool gathering too i'll bet. Sounds like you treasure your peace, quiet and privacy despite the very social circumstances of your day to day life. A delicate balance that i'm sure you manage well.

2 small pieces of extra dark chocolate with my morning coffee ... place on tongue.. sip of hot coffee .. hold till it melts.. swallow.

I too, had been lurking in the Fortress bushes for a while, rummaging around the forum, peeking here and there. My impressions were similar to yours .. it felt like a close fraternity of like minded people who are classy, intelligent, and well spoken. And when viewing the candid photos and comments of the Mistresses, they became so "real" and irresistable. While i have no idea of what i actually hope to experience, .. (Mistress Rey will be scripting the scenario without my input) .. or if the reality will be what i have been fantasising about, the opening paragraphs of your post are what encouraged me to make an appointment, .. and my moment of reckoning is now only days away. My uncle taught me how to swim by just throwing me in the deep end... and that worked out ok.. Hopefully the same will apply here.

thanks D-Mule .. for sharing .. i had never heard or thought of "interrogation" before browsing through the forum, so being clueless about that and some other "fun" experiences, i certainly can use all the help and direction i can get before taking my maiden voyage on the S.S. Fortress. You and others have given me advice and encouragement to kinda ease the way .. and that, along with the openness of the staff and players, and the interesting dialogue in the forum have made me feel welcome. I'm really liking the neighborhood. Now i suppose it could be that you guys are pranking the new kid into a false sense of security and then .... but nah..

As for wanting to be ok, ??.. maybe being at risk would be more exciting. Guess i'm about to get a taste of reality in a few more days. thanks again CO,.. being a new guy, i really do appreciate the advice.

Hmmm ... sounds like an excellent idea, mind if i borrow it? But wondering, will they'll still respect your limits or is it a free-for-all with this scenario ... guess i might have to sign a release before entering that dark, sweaty room. Just curious.. how long did you last?

Now just a goddamn minute ... i know my rights.. i haven't be Mirandized and what about my one phone call ?? .. B-b-.but this is outrageous ... i demand to see my attorney !!! * * * * Thanks for your help C O ...i now have a sense of how delicious this could be ... but might be too intense for a rookie so maybe i should wait to try this on my second visit.

What if you're just a little curious about what goes on during an interrogation, but don't have any deep or interesting secrets to admit to?

I don't know that this fits the topic exactly but ... I started seeing a phycologist 5 weeks ago for a not too serious issue that i felt i needed to acknowledge. My therapist is young-ish and very attractive without trying to be, and part of my therapy has to deal with an old relationship that coincidentally did bring out my submissive tendencies for the first time. I now find myself trying to have her discover my secret submissive desires, and reveal them to me, at which time i will deny it vigorously .. I've been dropping subtle hints about the "odd" nature of that long ago relationship with hopes that she'll suggest "the possibility" of what my anxiety is really caused by. She dresses casually during our therapy sessions, sometimes wearing a dress, and at times she'll cross her legs and unconsciously relax her foot so that one shoe slips off a bit and dangles from her toes. I force myself not to stare (or drool) too much and i'm reasonably sure she's unaware of what this is doing to me... She's petite and her feet are small .. i believe i could fit one almost completely in my mouth, (or die trying) ... Needless to say, i'm having trouble focusing on my original issue, because during therapy i am constantly fantasizing about her confronting me with my "hidden" submissive needs, and to prove her analysis is accurate she has me strip, and lie over her lovely knees for a sound, bare hand spanking... (or any number of other scenarios). My next session is tomorrow. She'll have no idea that i'll have groomed carefully, and will be wearing a comfortable butt plug along with a silicone cock & ball ring... hope she's wearing a dress... and open toed sandals would be nice too. ... to be continued...

While i'm currently on your list of upcoming "victims", ... thankfully i was not your next. I'm hoping that by the time you get to me you will have become bored with it, and moved on to ... ?

Well, as the Brit's would say.. "done and dusted". The appointment is confirmed and with a lot of patience and help from Mistress Emma some of the smaller details have been worked out. As i said to her in my initial email .. "Here is my list of fetishes .. please ask Mistress Rey to craft a scene that might employ some or all of them.. I think that being unaware of what to expect will add to the experience so please encourage Mistress Rey to do whatever would please her the most." So, yes, i look forward to "leaving the rest to you" .. i guess i like the idea of closing my eyes and just jumping off that cliff.. but being a newbie i'm pretty sure that the thoughts and fantasies i have will differ greatly from the reality. Still, i'm ready to offer up this old mind, body, and spirit as a sacrifice to the young Goddess .. and accept whatever follows with grace and dignity.

Do you remember that 1st time with fondness or regret? ... possibly wishing that it would have made the earth shake a little bit more intensely? I'd rather forget my first fuck, ... rather awkward and clumsy, ... In my case the only thing shaking were my knees.

30 years ago i met a young woman who i guess introduced me to my first taste of kinky sex... by this i mean an actual "taste".. I was giving her oral and out of nowhere she began squirting ... i never even knew such a thing was possible back then, and didn't know what it was i where or where it came from... and i certainly didn't care. Well needless to say i loved it and could not get enough of it... still do, but there was nothing like that 1st surprise .. i'll treasure it always.

I'm very close to booking my first session with Mistress Rey... i'm an older guy, 65+, and have had one disappointing experience with a pro domme. .. other than that i'm a newbie with a head full of fantasies that i've been nursing for a few years now... Of course i'm nervous .. so should i just list my kinks, surrender completely and leave it up to Mistress Rey' to decide on my fate?